I'm in love with my friend… I know we just know each other around 6 months… But I just can't hold my feelings towards him… Sometimes I felt like he give me too much attention to me but on the next day we could be just like strangers…
Is he sending a mix signal to me instead? He is a bad boy type… Yeah but I'm okay with it and accept him whoever he is. He always tease me and all the other girls here but to me he like a bit different… Whenever he is around I felt so nervous until I can't breath and butterflies in my stomach!
We are totally opposite of each other but in a way because of our different, we are so close to each other… He told me about his dream, he told me what he likes the most and what he don't like… He even told me what is his future plan and what will he do for his future wife… He always try to impress me and I can see that he act silly in front of me not to the other girls…
When I try to dig up his secret either he have somebody in his life or not, he will always "No I am single and whenever I have a girlfriend I will proudly announce it to everyone because I'm proud of my girl!"
When he says that, I was hoping that the girl will be me…
I wish I can tell you how much I LOVE YOU!
